June 25, 2012

here i am.  in what most people would consider paradise. and i catch myself.  being happy, smiling and laughing...and then I'm hit... not only are you not here.... i don't know where you are, or if you'll ever be here.  all i know is that i feel you out there... somewhere...  and i cry for you.  i heard once that saltwater was the cure for everything (*either tears or ocean*)  today i give you both... and i #will# with all my heart, just as ever wish and ever hope I've ever made...***that you come to me***.   find me.  share this happiness with me....because truly, without you... it means nothing. 


---> all this... i say, and send off into the world... to a feeling i have... deep inside of me... oF a man...that i'm not even sure exsists... but i FEEL.

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